Jaszmin Nur Zara Bt.Mohd Rizan

alhamdulillah..on 1/8/08 i've safely delivered a cute baby girl..Jaszmin Nur Zara...i was admitted al Damansara Specialist Hsptl on 31/7/08 coz i'll be induced at 12a.m, 1/8/08...immediately after induced, i can feel the contraction...aiyooo..sgt sakit...smaapi kul 7 pagi, me sakit yg teramat..tapi baru bukak 2cm..so finally sbb tak tahan sgt, i requested for an epidural..dlm kul 7.30, me dibwk ke labour room...dlm 8.30am, kene epidural..3 kali kene cucuk utk epidural sbb doc tak rase my urat..gulp..tahan je laaa...lps tu baru ok skit..dpt la tido kejap sbb sepanjang mlm leas kene induce, mmg tak bole tido sbb sgt sakit...tapi smpai tghri baru bukak dlm 4cm..sakit dh makin rasa even ade epidural..finally after 2pm, barula bukak cepat skit...so doc expected me akn deliver around 4pm..tapi again baby susah nak keluar..epidural makin bertambah...finally kul 5.25pm, barula zara selamat dilahirkan...alhamdulillah normal birth, tapi kene vacuum sbb me dah takde tenaga utk push lagi..rupanya position zara lain skit..dia facing up..sbb tu me sakit yg teramat..mau pengsan if takde epidural..tapi bila dah tgk muka dia...hilang smua rasa sakit...slamat dtg anak mama syg...and thanks to my hubby yg selalu ada by my side..i love u more each day..and also thanks to my dad yang setia menunggu kat luar labour room dlm demam2 teruk tu....melahirkan zara adalah kenangan paling indah dlm hidupku...luv u princess....

LasT Day...

hari ni last day keje...lepas ni dah start mc ...next thursday dah kene admitted..friday dah kene induce..issskkkk...takutnyerrr... my papa dpt tau yg dia ada kat sini mase me deliver...tak jadi pegi Miri..hehehehehe...dapat la tgk cucu nanti...mu hubby control macho konon tak risau..tapi me tau..deep inside his heart, mesti dia pun risau giler & takut giler..wakakakakka...

Aiyarkk!!

last saturday i went for my routine check up..guess what? i'm going to deliver my girl very soon.. 10 days more to go..yaikssss...last sat is my 36wks..and my girl is 3.1kg now..so the doc decided that i'm going to be induced by end of july or very early august coz if we decide to wait until my EDD, the baby's weight might exceed more than 4kg and it'll be impossible for me to try for normal birth...so i chose to be induced on 1/8/08...meaning that i'll be warded on 31/7/08...huwaaaa...very scared lorrr..this week will be the last week for me at work.. me akan start cuti on 28/7/08...actually byk keje yg pending lagi but what to do..this week kene settle mane yg mampu & kene prepare temporary handing over notes... actually me sgt takut dah skrg...mase deliver nanti (1/8/08), only me & hubby je yg ada...my dad ada compulsory program at Miri..tapi dia tgh try utk skip la ni...hehehehe..rase mcm tak boleh je...hmmm..risau sgt...hopefully everything will be fine...this week nak pegi kubur mama...nak jumpa mama dulu sblm deliver..

LeLi Jr..

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updaTe

lama tak update blog nih..

skrg i'm so bz...time2 tgh sarat ni pulak la keje peak..macam2..dgn reportingnyer..dgn auditnyer..dgn planningnyer...hmmm..tah bila la leh cuti nie..ikutkan EDD, dah tinggal 1 mnth je lagi..kalau ikutkn hati, i planned to take leave 1 wk before my EDD..maybe dlm last wk of july..tapi dgn keadaan camni....well, i dun think so laa..iskk..iskk...tapi dh x larat..nk jln pun dh x larat dh..hmmmm..camne nih.. ;(

tskk..tskk..

i hate this kind of feeling...but i can't take it anymore..need to be alone :(

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