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lamanye tak tulis blog..hehehehe...byk actually nak cerita cuma takde mase nak tulis...i've been quite bz the past few days...my lil sis balik from aussie..so byk family xtvts laa...went out la..makan2 laa..yesterday she went back to aussie...yesterday afternoon i started back with my personal xtvts..e.g bought baju melayu for my nephew, barang2 for raye, barang2 for my wedding & buka pose wif my fiance kat luar smlm..this week akan bz balik siapkan the gift..this weekend if my fiance tak bz, maybe balik kampung..just jumpa his family before raye since me akan balik raye sana lambat seminggu..ohh lupa lak..lambat sebab next friday (12/10), i'm going to aussie..raye wif my lil sis...tapi kejap je..i'll be home on 15/10..this weekend pun ingat nak hantar brg2 hantaran kat kampung..ye la coz dh dekat kan..nak tgk gak camne preparation kat sana..pening..pening..

* 32 days more to go.. *

FasTinG..

Ramadhan is coming...insyaAllah we r going to start fasting on the 13th...will this be the last Ramadhan for me?

MemoRy

i've learnt through the hard ways, i've been through all the heactics in life, i've learnt so much through my experiences although i'm just 27....well..when i was young, i always asked myself, WHY ME?? WHY US??....i always hope miracle will happen... i always asked myself "ada ke hikmah di sebalik semua ni?"...but now i understand...alhamdulillah..that's the only word that i can say....mylife is getting better right now.... i believe that "kita diuji sebab Tuhan sayangkan kita dan Tuhan takkan menguji di luar kemampuan hambanya"...cuma sometimes i really miss mylife 15 years ago..when i still have the people that i love around me...well..past is past...life must go on...but i still miss and really miss those people A LOT...really hope we can get back togetter but i know it's impossible..really impossible..i just can pray to God that "Janganlah aku diuji lagi..cukuplah"...

StoP!

i've been observing and kindly tried to understand several times...BUT..everything has its limitation...so this time i couldn't tolerate anymore..u really want it..well, u'll get it!

what type of person are u? keep on disturbing, psycho other people..try to make people feel sorry for you..for all the mistake u've done..and keep on praying that u'll get back something u let go before..idiot!! well babe, u are messing with a wrong person..hahahaha...unfortunately, wrong timing gak la kot..since i'm not in a good mood today..and i accidently caught 'yours'..hmm...wallaaaa..how do u feel rite now babe? stupido!! actually i'm not that type of person..but sometimes u do feel that u can't stand it anymore... if u want it..u can have it..there's no big deal for me..but be professional..face the reality..not hiding somewhere..using other peoples' number..this is annoying...why are u so damn affraid to face the fact?? the reality? damn u woman!!..don't u ever try again..or i'll give u 'something' that u'll never ever think of..hahahahaha..

*am i being so cruel tis time?*
*nope! it's a NO*
*really..really sure on wat i'm doing*
*important note: don't mess around wif me..i have my own strength that will never across ur mind..bare in mind!*

hoorayy!!!!!!!

last saturday we bought our wedding rings at habib..hehehheh..i love those rings...wanna see the pics?? ooppsss..have to wait after the wedding la eh...errrr..BTW..60 days more to go...gUUllLLPPppp...