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God pls help me!!.. i dun think i can stand it anymore..bape byk lagi pengorbanan yg aku perlu lakukan???

toink!

makin dekat..makin rase pelik..tahhh..kdg pikir betul ke dah nak kawin nie..kdg rase cam tak ready..kdg rase cam dah ready..haiii...byk tul setan2 yang dok ganggu nih..errrmm...kdg rase cam moody...kdg leh control..kdg xleh control..sib baik la so far smua under control..kdg aku penyabar..kdg dia penyabar..

cam x caye lak...lagi 14 hari aku akan jadi wife org..cam mimpi lak..dulu mase zaman ;gelap'..penah terpikir takmau kawin...fobia gila pasal kawin2 nie..maklumlaa..experience aku smuanya menakutkan...tp tah laa..dah jodoh agaknye..dia pakcik ni jadik lain lak..pdhal dah kenal dia quite sometime..tp x penah terpikir lgsg akn kawin dgn dia..even penah berjanji hnya akan jd wife ps seorang tu je..tp sape kita nak tolak kuasa Allah...finally akan kawin dgn org yg kita tak penah terlintas langsung...bercinta bertahun2 dgn org lain..tp akhirnya kawin dgn org yang kita betul2 anggap kwn je...pelik..tapi benar...

* rase sgt takut skrg *

sHoppInG!!

skrg ni asik shopping je..nape tah dah jadik gila shopping...dulu suke ngutuk org yg ske shopping nie..but now..aku lak gila shopping...hahahahaha...kwn2 kata perubahan hormon kot..dah jadik ladylike...erkk...euwwww..wakakakakka...

well..things that i bought @ aussie last week:-

~ night dresses (bli 4..ahhahahaa...kakak aku sure nyakat coz tau aku beli utk ape.. ;p)
~ blouse
~ jeans (2 pairs)
~ pants (3 pairs)
~ guess handbag
~ sandal
~ undergourment..oppsss.. ;p
~ sunglasses
~ Clinique make up travel set
~ issey miyake perfume (1 set consists of 4 botols..keh keh keh)
~ perfume for my dad (hugo boss)
~ cigarrette for my dad n fiance
~ boomerang for my fiance

iskk.. is it a transformation?? *toink*

* 15 days more to go *

SeLamaT HaRi raYa aiDilFitRi

Hari ni last day keje..i'm taking 1/2 day today coz tak packing lagi...esok pagi lepas sahur dah nak ke airport..takut mlm nanti tak sempat..brg2 masak nak bwk sana pun tak beli lagi..i/Allah hari raya hari sabtu ni (13 Oct 07)..so guys, selamat hari raye...maaf zahir batin..

Eppy Burpday Laily Marlisa!!

3/10/07 was my lil sis 20th birthday..i managed to call her at night to wish her..before that we've celebrated her bday when she was here last week. Me & my fiance suprised her with bday cake & flowers.. i will buy my personal gift for her during her long break this december..she wants the latest apple I-pod..hehehehe..boleh laa..mase tu hopefully bonus pun dah masuk..hahahahahaha...anyway heppy belated bday cica..sory lambat post dalam nie..bz giler ahhh...lagi lak end of financial year camnih...iskk...


* 28 days more to go *

:)

lamanye tak tulis blog..hehehehe...byk actually nak cerita cuma takde mase nak tulis...i've been quite bz the past few days...my lil sis balik from aussie..so byk family xtvts laa...went out la..makan2 laa..yesterday she went back to aussie...yesterday afternoon i started back with my personal xtvts..e.g bought baju melayu for my nephew, barang2 for raye, barang2 for my wedding & buka pose wif my fiance kat luar smlm..this week akan bz balik siapkan the gift..this weekend if my fiance tak bz, maybe balik kampung..just jumpa his family before raye since me akan balik raye sana lambat seminggu..ohh lupa lak..lambat sebab next friday (12/10), i'm going to aussie..raye wif my lil sis...tapi kejap je..i'll be home on 15/10..this weekend pun ingat nak hantar brg2 hantaran kat kampung..ye la coz dh dekat kan..nak tgk gak camne preparation kat sana..pening..pening..

* 32 days more to go.. *

FasTinG..

Ramadhan is coming...insyaAllah we r going to start fasting on the 13th...will this be the last Ramadhan for me?