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lamanye tak tulis blog..hehehehe...byk actually nak cerita cuma takde mase nak tulis...i've been quite bz the past few days...my lil sis balik from aussie..so byk family xtvts laa...went out la..makan2 laa..yesterday she went back to aussie...yesterday afternoon i started back with my personal xtvts..e.g bought baju melayu for my nephew, barang2 for raye, barang2 for my wedding & buka pose wif my fiance kat luar smlm..this week akan bz balik siapkan the gift..this weekend if my fiance tak bz, maybe balik kampung..just jumpa his family before raye since me akan balik raye sana lambat seminggu..ohh lupa lak..lambat sebab next friday (12/10), i'm going to aussie..raye wif my lil sis...tapi kejap je..i'll be home on 15/10..this weekend pun ingat nak hantar brg2 hantaran kat kampung..ye la coz dh dekat kan..nak tgk gak camne preparation kat sana..pening..pening..

* 32 days more to go.. *

FasTinG..

Ramadhan is coming...insyaAllah we r going to start fasting on the 13th...will this be the last Ramadhan for me?

MemoRy

i've learnt through the hard ways, i've been through all the heactics in life, i've learnt so much through my experiences although i'm just 27....well..when i was young, i always asked myself, WHY ME?? WHY US??....i always hope miracle will happen... i always asked myself "ada ke hikmah di sebalik semua ni?"...but now i understand...alhamdulillah..that's the only word that i can say....mylife is getting better right now.... i believe that "kita diuji sebab Tuhan sayangkan kita dan Tuhan takkan menguji di luar kemampuan hambanya"...cuma sometimes i really miss mylife 15 years ago..when i still have the people that i love around me...well..past is past...life must go on...but i still miss and really miss those people A LOT...really hope we can get back togetter but i know it's impossible..really impossible..i just can pray to God that "Janganlah aku diuji lagi..cukuplah"...

StoP!

i've been observing and kindly tried to understand several times...BUT..everything has its limitation...so this time i couldn't tolerate anymore..u really want it..well, u'll get it!

what type of person are u? keep on disturbing, psycho other people..try to make people feel sorry for you..for all the mistake u've done..and keep on praying that u'll get back something u let go before..idiot!! well babe, u are messing with a wrong person..hahahaha...unfortunately, wrong timing gak la kot..since i'm not in a good mood today..and i accidently caught 'yours'..hmm...wallaaaa..how do u feel rite now babe? stupido!! actually i'm not that type of person..but sometimes u do feel that u can't stand it anymore... if u want it..u can have it..there's no big deal for me..but be professional..face the reality..not hiding somewhere..using other peoples' number..this is annoying...why are u so damn affraid to face the fact?? the reality? damn u woman!!..don't u ever try again..or i'll give u 'something' that u'll never ever think of..hahahahaha..

*am i being so cruel tis time?*
*nope! it's a NO*
*really..really sure on wat i'm doing*
*important note: don't mess around wif me..i have my own strength that will never across ur mind..bare in mind!*

hoorayy!!!!!!!

last saturday we bought our wedding rings at habib..hehehheh..i love those rings...wanna see the pics?? ooppsss..have to wait after the wedding la eh...errrr..BTW..60 days more to go...gUUllLLPPppp...

:)

she'll be back on 23rd sept & i've applied for 2 days leave...yeehhaaaa ;)

taraaaaaa.........

last friday i went out wif my friends during lunch break...they brought me to "Warisan Ibunda Melayu" in bangsar..it's a pre-post natal centre..i just went there to check on my womb & fertility...keh keh keh..alhamdulillah..everything is fine...but the most important thing is that i finally knew where i can get that kind of service in KL for my future confinement period..well, as u know, my mom dah meninggal...so sape lagi nak take care of me during my confinement nanti..i definitely don't wanna to stay at my hubby's kampung for that period..i wanna him to be by my side..lagipun it's better for him to learn so that for our future kids, he'll know how to take care of me..hehehehe...cuma the cost is quite high..they have in-house & away service..for 44 days service, it will cost around RM8000+...gulppp...but it's ok kot...my dad pun suka dgn that service..well.... kene pikir back-up plan la kan...one of my friend who's going to deliver this coming december ni pun planned to get someone from terengganu just to take care of her during her confinement..so i can get some info from her too...well, nampaknye dalam my siblings, takde sape pun yang sempat my late mom jaga during confinement..ape nak buat...errmm....anyway, tomorrow is thursday...yiippiiii..can't wait to send gift for my mom...last week tak dpt..but alhamdulillah ade tahlil utk arwah last week..

errr...agaknya bila kita nak buat benda baik...setan ske ganggu yek...tapi camne pun kene control..makin dekat..makin byk dugaan...maklumla nk wat bnda baik...so far alhamdulillah...smua under control...erkkk...65 days more to go..aiyoo...

esok i'm takin leave..actually my off-in lieu leave laa..coz mase pegi team building hari tu, me entitle to get 1 day...so amik esok...so esok plan nak gi bank jap...then mlm if jadi, nak keluar tgk merdeka celebration wif my fiance..tu pun if x hujan...if hujan lepak umah je..then the rest of the weekend, siapkan wedding gift...berlambak lagi..isskkk...baru siap 1 kotak..then beli wedding ring for both of us...haaaa..yang ni tak sabar...keh keh keh...coz i really luv ring...kui kui kui...lagipun 2nd sept ni last day habib sales...cuma for him not sure nak beli ring ape..plantinum bleh pakai kan? if i'm not mistaken laa..if suasa, he can wear..but tak cantik sgt la...coz the color is similar with yellow gold...eeuuuwww...takpelaa...kita tgk nanti..we plan to go to habib main showroom in ampang...sebab nak dpt more variety choices...my choice? ntah..maybe nak triology..but taktau la if dah sampai sana nanti rambang mata..hahhahaha...kdg plan beli lain..lastly beli yang lain..keh keh keh...